these look like the perfect thing to make and give to somebody who’s day you want ruined. I’d love some of those recipes (of mass destruction)
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these look like the perfect thing to make and give to somebody who’s day you want ruined. I’d love some of those recipes (of mass destruction)
i definitely get that bonus level feeling, ive been suicidal since 13 or 14, and never thought i would make it to 15, 16, 17, so on. so now im here, with no idea what to do with my life! lol
my dad had “war-hardened anger” issues and gave me physical (and mental ig) scars and my mom liked screaming inches from my face and making me homeless a bunch of times and stuff, so I’ve kinda been in survival mode my whole life.
I’ve known I was trans since I was 15, but never got to transition. i was out as nonbinary to a small friend group in high school, but that was sorta a compromise if that makes sense? I’ve wanted HRT with 100% certainty for 5 years now, but for more of that than I’d like to admit I chose an end to my suffering as a better alternative to the possibility of less suffering. so my zest is to one day maybe be who I actually want to be. if I was hopeful enough to set goals I’d say hopefully I can officially start HRT before my 21st birthday, but who knows.
honestly, living is the scariest part. I came to terms with death, with an end to my pain, a way out. and a lot of the time, most of the time probably, im scared of trying. because what if it just continues to get worse? most of my time spent every day is battling living vs dying in my mind, and it sucks. it sucks to be terrified of the thought of having a future after being at peace with dying for so long. but…idk, here I am I guess.
sorry I really didn’t mean for this to be so long TwT
fuck - this hits hard
I’ve been realizing this recently, I’m not who I want to be and I’m not doing what I want to be doing. I’ve been so set on suicide for so long but I think I’m finally starting to accept that there’s a life out there that I’m actually willing to live.
thank you for posting, i needed this :]
neurotypical propaganda
heh, I remember when I was younger I got kicked out of the bathroom before I was done washing my hands (I hadn’t washed them for long enough yet) and was told to finish washing them in the other bathroom.
I might have possibly cried for almost a half hour lol (mental illness is not fun, especially as a child who doesn’t understand it with parents who don’t either)
my gpu is 8 years old, and it runs everything perfectly. I’ve never had any issues with high quality shaders in Minecraft, and i have a million mods in Teardown and i don’t really see it lag unless im testing my PCs limits lol
i really really don’t think you need to spend nearly that much money to enjoy video games
oh my fuck literally. i had to do like 6-10 recaptchas back to back the other day because i wanted to go to google.com with a vpn.
dude fr, classmates next/behind you picking on you? blow a hit at them as a threat, show em what’ll happen if they don’t stop haha
wats dis from? it looks interesting